Tanjung Sepat =D

It was a sunny day.. xoxoxo

ba ba bring us to tanjung sepat & morib beach x )

i kinda not happy with this decision actually..

I GONNA HAVE MY A2 SOON at that time..

Anyway..

din regret to join them.

hav a really nice day with them =)

dont!!!! xP

qing & kang

my leng lui ma mi =)

qing & me

eat! eat! eat! =S

情人桥 ♥

muahaha xD my king size ba ba ~

hehe.. 'study' inside car xD

a nice place to play kite

ini orang act emo xDDD

*I LOVE MY FAMILY =)

** outing with family really makes people feel good ^_*

*** went broga with my big family today =D everyone sudah crazy ady xD love them lots ♥

**** 烦恼一箩箩的扑向我了=( jiayou ba!

~zhikuan~

miki's bake house ♥

Hohoho xD

promise to upload picta SOON in my previous post

HEHEhehehehe

my SOON here means after few months xP

Forgive me T___T

imma busy wif studying, shopping, outing, gathering, sleeping, eating and bla bla bla..

here it is =)

the ingredient needed.

*dang dang dang dang*

*with raisin and sugar*

*looks not nice rite? ='( but taste still ok lar..

~zhikuan~

Random =D

FRIDAY

outing with my two darlings ♥

the best outing with my lao poss ever~

had movie together *trespas-aduii.. wat movie is tis??? boring die =_=*

shop around and looking for mb's dream shoes xD

had our dinner at BBQ plaza and had a really nice chat with them..

AND i bough a pair of new shoes..

T.T no money lerrrr...

conclusion of the day : 'DRY' xDDDD

Feel really good after the outing wif them =)

remind me of our secondary life...

love them lots ♥

SATURDAY

duhhh... tot can really start study de...

end up bake bread with my sista =.=

gonna upload all those handmade, ugly bread picta soon

a brand new experience

SUNDAY

i already expected..

i sure not really got time 2 study de

due to my lovely family...

went pantai morib and tanjung sepat...

nice beach, nice seafood, nice weather~

gonna upload picta soon too~

had a nice day wif mua family ♥

*OMG.. I REALLY NEED TO STUDY LAR.. Why there is so many obstacles?

** It reminds me. The worst feeling i felt was.. the need to keep explaining to the world 'why'..

*** stop eating! FAT WOMEN!

~zhikuan~

outing ♥

went times square and sungai wang with my beloveds last wednesday..

after begging them for so long =.=

haha xD

and the reason they agree to accompany me is 'ZhiKuanLew cut her hair'..

hmm.. planned for so long.. and this need a lot of courage =.=

and i decide to do something on my fringes..

my two beloveds: peki and aki ♥

credited to aki summer~

*smile =)*

so, here is the 'before'

well... thanks to the stylist for making my hair look quite

good after cut..

BUT.. it is impossible for me to get the same result if i dry my hair by myself T__T

ARGHHHH!! it curl here and there!

FINE! I SUDAH BIASA!

and here come 'after'

have a happy day with my beloved last wednesday =)

love them lots ♥

*SO, this is ur attitude?! then i wish u good luck in ur spm..

** And my dad said... 'tmr lets wake up at 7am, v go klang eat bak kut teh' LOL.. make sure u can wake me up 1st =P

*** hmm.... think positively and be happy =) everything will be ok soon ^__* it is the time matter. Gambateh =)

~zhikuan~

“家人”

点点滴滴的回忆让我发自内心的笑 =)

一开始认识他们，就觉得他们都是很好很好的人。

是他们在我还没认识任何朋友时，让我觉得我不孤单。

在我以为没人知道我生日时，给我来个惊喜。

两年都为我生日费尽心思。

也是他们，带我做一些疯狂及在家一定不能做的是 =P

就好像，三更半夜12点才出发去云顶或海边。

他，吊儿郎当，但其实心地善良，是个大好人，而且是个愿意努力的人～

他，就像一个哥哥，贴心，长得还不错，我经常都会想‘要是他是我哥哥多好啊’～

她，漂亮，是一个傻大姐，但永远都会为别人着想，照顾别人的感受～

她，善良，很会打扮。我真的很喜欢与她聊天，问她的意见～

他，幽默得不得了。每次都可以让我笑个不停 xD 永远都忘不了他的‘招财猫’～

以后还会联络吗？

没想到，时间过得这么快，一转眼，快一年半了。

以后还能找到这么好的‘家人’ 吗？

希望，所有人都可以过得好好的。

*long time din update my blog ady xD Ps... addicted to twitter =P as i only need to post 1 or 2 sentences~

**next saturday!!! cant wait to you all ♥

***这不值得。你有没有想过，别人会怎样想我。

~zhikuan~

boooooommmm!!!!! xD

原来。。

当你不喜欢某人的时候。。

不管他/她所做的一切都会变得不顺眼。。

越来越多的不爽将会累积下来。。

好像在等待着爆发的一天。。

哈哈。。。

事情并没有这么严重啦～

而且。。

以我的性格，怎么可能会爆发呢？

前几天，

有个朋友说。。

当你用另一个角度，另一个观点来看待同一件事。。

一切都会变得很不一样。。

心里也会好过很多。。

但。。这又谈何容易呢？

是我太小心眼了吗？

*你看见我的改变了吗？我在努力当中～

**really looking forward next friday...haha xD

***人生无常，珍惜生命，珍惜眼前人。。。R.I.P

~zhikuan~

if i have a choice....

if i have a choice,

i will choose to stay at home...

even i will lost some freedom compare 2 stay outside....

like go genting during midnight...

dunno y...

i juz love to study with my sis beside me...

i juz love to sleep with my sis beside me especially when i m insomnia...

i juz love to eat de food tat my mum cook...

i juz love to help my mum when she is cooking...

i juz love having dinner with family every night...

i juz love when my bro talk to me bout wat had happened during his day...

if i have a choice,

i will not choose close or some1 that taking the same course n class as my roommate...

seriously....i m not mentioning anyone...

tis is how i feel and how many of them feel too...

hmm...... i dunno how 2 say....

if i have a choice,

i will choose form 6 instead of A level...

i noe tat form 6 is not easy 2 study...

but....

at least i don hav 2 worry about scholarship...

n may be i have a chance 2 study at local U....

i don have to worry about all my fees n finance problem...

if i have a choice,

i wanna go back to the past...

i will love my grandma more....

i juz so miss her...

everything is juz if and only if...

and the fact is...

i don have a choice now...

no matter what is going to happen in the future....

i have to face it....

n i will stay strong =)

* happy birthday to ba ba..

** happy birthday to ming hong...

*** happy bithday to shirley...

**** and finally this is my 100th post...haha...after almost 4 year.. lolx...

~zhikuan~

WHATEVER~

finally....

trial exam was over...

din really do well...=x

but....

I DON CARE!

I TRIED MY BEST ADY!

lalalalala~

the ONLY THING i care is......

my holidays~

MUAHAHAHA....

seriously found tat 4 days are not enough 4 me..haha

i wanna read novels~

i wanna watch vampire diaries~

i wanna play plants and zombie~

i wanna hang out wif lao poss~

i have 2 wash my shoes~

i have 2 wash my bag~

huuu........4days only...MANA CUKUP O??!!!

*i don wanna 2 disappoint u....i don wanna 2 add on ur burden too..but i tried my best ady...da only things i can do now is...pray for miracle... n thx for ur understanding... =)

** kena scold becoz of i look pale n too fair ady....she said wan bring me go for body checkup....=S nooooooo!

***the ward+vampire+zombie make me insomnia wei...lolx....luckily got qing sleep wif me....haha

****so lucky tat i m having holiday on april fool...hahahahaha

*****aku miss uuuuuuu~

~zhikuan~

压力

有时候。。

我会在想。。

是因为奖学金吗？

如果没有奖学金。。

我还会这么辛苦去读吗？

因该会吧

从小到大。。

我最不能忍受的就是成绩不好

每一次。。只要成绩不好

心里就会很难过。。

每每一到考试。。

心情就莫名的不好。。

看着书也会发脾气。。

只要有谁没顺到我。。。

我可能会火到乱丢东西，乱骂。。

所以。。

绝对不要小看我。。。

在考试期间

绝对不要惹我。。。

有时候。。

会很害怕别人说我厉害或成绩好之类的

很害怕别人对我期望太高

结果。。连我自己也对自己期望很高

看着别人的成绩好过我。。

说真的。。心里会难过。。

看着明明自己付出了很多的努力

却得不到想要的结果。。

心里会很受伤。。

*这应该算是我纾解压力的其中一个方法吧。。。

**“打起精神，加油=)”

***你昨天所说的话。。真的让我不爽了。。虽然过后你有试图安抚我。。但我知道，如果万一事情真的发生了。。你还是一样会这么说的。。。

****请你们不要拿我来跟别人做比较。。。

~zhikuan~

情人节

过了一个与以往截然不同的情人节

一大班同学一起去起火锅。。

说真的。。

真的过得很开心

很感谢所有送我情人节礼物的人。。

很感谢an11b。。

因为你们。。

我过了一个美好的情人节。。

thanks edison =)

da most surprise valentine's present

n i really really like it a lot

thanks yue ern

这是我活了19年以来第一次收真花。。哈哈

thanks aki

经常把我的话放在心上

然后一一为我实现

thanks tjun git

thanks 4 still remember me on valentine's day..haha

*是时候把心打开了吗？

** 有时候，善意的谎言只是为了不要别人为自己担心。。

*** 真的很感动你为了我而花尽心思。。

~zhikuan~

我

昨天

某个朋友突然问我这个问题。。

你会是一个好的女朋友吗？

hmmm..

我毫不犹豫的回答说：不是！

没错。。绝对不是

哈哈

我回答朋友说 '不是' 之后。。

朋友也很认同。。。

哈哈

我。。。

应该没多少个男生会受得了我吧。。

心情好时。。可以聊很多。。

心情不好时。。冷到不得了。。

经常来找我的。。我会嫌他烦。。

不来找我了。。我会觉得他不理我了。。

我爱你，我想你，

这些话。。我大都说不出口。。

而且。。也不大会表现出来。。

所以。。当有人做了让我很感动的事情。。

很大可能就只能看到我冷冷的脸。。

但其实。。只是我不懂要怎么表现。。

~zhikuan~

最强喜事 (premiere)

went pavilion yesterday

wif family n kang's fren, chun keat...

watch da latest movie~all's well end's well 2011~ premiere

which will only on on cinema from 3rd of february...

mum got ticket from her fren..haha

hav a wonderful nite!

meet lot of local celebrities..

took pics wif them...

n da most wonderful thing is..

qing won da lucky draw..muahahaha

the invitation card

foods and drinks are provided

kang, ngan mei yan and chun keat

local celebrities

qing won da luck draw

最强喜事

my new look...

with brown colour con and straight hair

*nice movie! damn funny..haha..like it~

**T.T seriously hope tat my hair will look better after i wash my hair

***i wan jian fei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

****gonna go mum's company annual dinner later.....

~zhikuan~