压力

有时候。。

我会在想。。

是因为奖学金吗？

如果没有奖学金。。

我还会这么辛苦去读吗？

因该会吧

从小到大。。

我最不能忍受的就是成绩不好

每一次。。只要成绩不好

心里就会很难过。。

每每一到考试。。

心情就莫名的不好。。

看着书也会发脾气。。

只要有谁没顺到我。。。

我可能会火到乱丢东西，乱骂。。

所以。。

绝对不要小看我。。。

在考试期间

绝对不要惹我。。。

有时候。。

会很害怕别人说我厉害或成绩好之类的

很害怕别人对我期望太高

结果。。连我自己也对自己期望很高

看着别人的成绩好过我。。

说真的。。心里会难过。。

看着明明自己付出了很多的努力

却得不到想要的结果。。

心里会很受伤。。

*这应该算是我纾解压力的其中一个方法吧。。。

**“打起精神，加油=)”

***你昨天所说的话。。真的让我不爽了。。虽然过后你有试图安抚我。。但我知道，如果万一事情真的发生了。。你还是一样会这么说的。。。

****请你们不要拿我来跟别人做比较。。。

~zhikuan~

情人节

过了一个与以往截然不同的情人节

一大班同学一起去起火锅。。

说真的。。

真的过得很开心

很感谢所有送我情人节礼物的人。。

很感谢an11b。。

因为你们。。

我过了一个美好的情人节。。

thanks edison =)

da most surprise valentine's present

n i really really like it a lot

thanks yue ern

这是我活了19年以来第一次收真花。。哈哈

thanks aki

经常把我的话放在心上

然后一一为我实现

thanks tjun git

thanks 4 still remember me on valentine's day..haha

*是时候把心打开了吗？

** 有时候，善意的谎言只是为了不要别人为自己担心。。

*** 真的很感动你为了我而花尽心思。。

~zhikuan~

我

昨天

某个朋友突然问我这个问题。。

你会是一个好的女朋友吗？

hmmm..

我毫不犹豫的回答说：不是！

没错。。绝对不是

哈哈

我回答朋友说 '不是' 之后。。

朋友也很认同。。。

哈哈

我。。。

应该没多少个男生会受得了我吧。。

心情好时。。可以聊很多。。

心情不好时。。冷到不得了。。

经常来找我的。。我会嫌他烦。。

不来找我了。。我会觉得他不理我了。。

我爱你，我想你，

这些话。。我大都说不出口。。

而且。。也不大会表现出来。。

所以。。当有人做了让我很感动的事情。。

很大可能就只能看到我冷冷的脸。。

但其实。。只是我不懂要怎么表现。。

~zhikuan~

最强喜事 (premiere)

went pavilion yesterday

wif family n kang's fren, chun keat...

watch da latest movie~all's well end's well 2011~ premiere

which will only on on cinema from 3rd of february...

mum got ticket from her fren..haha

hav a wonderful nite!

meet lot of local celebrities..

took pics wif them...

n da most wonderful thing is..

qing won da lucky draw..muahahaha

the invitation card

foods and drinks are provided

kang, ngan mei yan and chun keat

local celebrities

qing won da luck draw

最强喜事

my new look...

with brown colour con and straight hair

*nice movie! damn funny..haha..like it~

**T.T seriously hope tat my hair will look better after i wash my hair

***i wan jian fei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

****gonna go mum's company annual dinner later.....

~zhikuan~

rojak~

1st. my hairstyle~

went saloon juz now...

straighten my hair ady...

T.T look ugly now....need some time...

3 days cannot wash my hair...

rm200 fly~~~~~~~~~~~~~

arg! =S

2nd. selfish?! ~

i hav 2 admit tat i m selfish SOMETIMES.. haha!

but...in tis case..i m not..

instead... u r selfish

wat is da reason 4 me 2 consider u??

i m not afraid of u... i m juz lazy 2 face u..

MAYB...u r serious...

however.4 me..tis is juz a joke...

3rd. CNY~

muahaha.....next week~

my angpao~ my food~ my frens~ my family~

miss u all~~

but seriously..dunno y..not really feel tat excited wif cny tis year..

mayb angpao will make me feel more excited...HAHAHAHA

*will go pavilion 4 movie 2morrow~ 最强喜事 (premiere)

**ma mi strongly disagree wif me 4 buying cons..especially wif no power n wif colour...==

***i dunno y u wanna do so...but i really feel not happy wif tat...

****eric really wan move ady T.T

*****amazing red day~ almost every1 of spus (tarc) wearing red colour shirt yesterday..

~zhikuan~

a special "trip" =)

went annie's house 4 3 days 2 nite....

had lot of happy n enjoyable moment thr =)))

hav some nice talk wif peki, annie n ming hong..

chatted wif peki n annie till 3am~~haha

den wake up at bout 8am..

went sg wang 2gether..

bought couple shirt wif peki...

'play' jia jia jiu wif peki and ming hong..haha

thanks ming hong n peki for da dinner..

but..i swear..i helped them too =D hehe

n thanks annie 4 brave enough 2 let us use her kitchen...HAHAHA

*conclusion: v live like a family thr...hahaha..=)))

**like badminton a lot~ after went 4 badminton game wif classmates....haha

***feel guilty T.T sleep 4 da whole afternoon...din study at all..n now i m stil on9-ing..

~zhikuan~

swtttttt =.=''

well...

i m so so so blur....

i seriously cant believe tat tis will happened...

a long long time no meet

and only chat 4 a few times since v graduate

and mayb sometimes he saw me had breakfast at 1 of da restaurant near my house

although i didnt noticed tat he is thr

and v r not close at all during secondary school

friend...............

suddenly cum n tell me all tis things...

i was like...@.@

OMG.....and SWT ==''

but....

i still cant believe...

even though u keep telling me tat u r serious.....

n i will assume tat thr is nothing happened....

time will prove everything...

*gonna stay overnite at annie's house 2morrow~~haha ^^V

**exam coming soon =S still not in da mood of study...

***i hate christine lam!!!!! my account sure die liao !!! i wan mr yeoh!!!

~zhikuan~